The undisturbed change of heart Seems almost welcome Whenever you look at my faults With those icy sapphire blades Almost wanting the glow to part So I can see how to change the old
Through My Eyes
I see the world outside so superficial It makes me stare at myself so doubtful I never like what talks back at my image so honest The control of my fears inside so hurtful An honest kiss goodbye so soft Leaving my favorite place so convoluted
Deceive our Distance
You come across my eyes You slash my judgment If this moment was mine Youíd know what I meant Maybe Iím stuck in false hope Maybe Iím in denial Believing leaves me soaked Perpetually in exile Donít ever lie to me, donít ever leave me, I hate when you mislead me Forget all the promises, remember our kiss, steal me space with all of this Iím so basic and rigid Always living persistent Expect my dreamís frigid I see the inconsistence
I know where your compassion settles I can almost hear my own confusion How did all of this get so complicated? Is there such a thing as dissolution? Hearing its partly my weakness Doesnít even hit me Knowing the truth is so intense So accepting it requires reality My love of life seems to fade As I recognize another frustration Is this disappointment a mistake? Or should I understand the justification?
I know Iím always hurting someone But I donít know how to change that I feel like Iím always in the way Or just another way to distract So when can I do something right? When will existence be acceptable? How far will luck carry me? Is there a missing perceptible? Life carries my dreams away My imagination is getting tired Devotion makes me wonder why Iím so independent yet reliantÖnever required Where is the compensation? Is this the best Iíll ever breathe? When is there value in mystification? Can I see life as discrete?
I know how to pronounce impurity But my life is still on delay If I can define the word insecurity Why should I care what they say? They say actions speak louder than words Any judgment I hear is blaring Life can always surprise your fears Like smiles, laughs and caring You never know until you try Or until youíve regretted it So what if something is a mistake? Itís not like I denied the commit Forget all the talk Who cares what anyone assumes? Walk over your expectations Ignore the part about what you consume If everything youíve heard is a lie Make up for it with an intention My common sense has no where to hide Except behind my view of perception Look me in the eye Watch me not care I can see you being hesitant I donít always use this glare